just updating again!

hey its me... life is getting better. i just try not to think of Toby because he has gone back to Arvada and i wont be seeing him till the summer... i hope. ummm and there is always high school to look forward to. I AM PERSONALLY SO EXCITED FOR HIGH SCHOOL! no more over the top drama!
well gtg to school.
~Taylor~

forgot to add this to my last post

as you saw in my last post i mentioned this guy evan... he is a freshman and i kinda like him alittle. so i get excited whenever i get to see him cus he actually talks to me.
and i did go on the cruise for spring break and it was SO much fun and i want to be back, i got my hair braided and got a nice tan.
my dad is gone again and my mom and me really dont get along these days so it is hard.
sorry i didnt mention this in the last post... o well!
~Taylor~

Life Right Now :) :(

sorry i haven't written in a while. anyway life kinda sucks right now... o ya I'm not going out with Connor anymore, i haven't been for like a month and a half... i don't know if i already told you that... there is a lot to catch up on. ummmm, for the past couple of nights i have been crying myself to sleep... Toby. for his spring break he decided he needed to come hang around here for a while and seeing him and all again kinda just is killing me, i was finally getting over him and now he shows up and ruins my hard work. um, o ya it could also be because the last day of school and Easter are coming up... last year i was his friend over Easter time, and last year on the last day of school he told me he never wanted to be friends ever again with me... that could always be my problem too. i haven't been doing much exciting in my life though. last Saturday i got to see Evan at a church prep for confirmation. this Friday Emma is sleeping over because i have to watch my bro at night and i get scared by myself, and on Saturday we will go to the bike jumps with Jordan and Lindsay. on Sunday i will have an Easter egg hunt in my cul-de-sac for the little kids... it HUGE! then the weekend after that i have a dance competition for away (but still in Colorado). then the weekend after that i get to make my confirmation with my church and I GET TO SEE EVAN!! ya that is my life right now its crazy... i have to go to swim and then dance in a little... that will be tiring, but i can do it... sorry i haven't updated in a while... talk to ya'll soon!
~Taylor B.

my life now

well... going to school once again....
see how the day goes, i might/probably will brake up with connor today... lindsay seemed to handle the news quite well once i told her not to over react... sooo we'll see how that goes over today... i'm sure i will be questioned many times about it throughout the day and it will just make me sad... after all i've just tried to put it aside and live my life the way i was before any of this.
there is always the cruise that i am going on this spring to find some hot guy!!!

there is my life now...
~Taylor

Today...

hey there!!! got back from school a little while ago and thought I'd update you all...

so today i chickened out and didn't break up with Connor... i know i should've because he is being a b**** but i still really like him for some reason and don't wanna do it yet. but today in school it was really hard to keep a straight face and be happy around to of my friends cus i didn't tell them yet and they like to know everything... but 4 of my friends know... and it just hard to smile around anyone who doesn't know.

so on the way home my mom told me she got a free stuffed valentines bear from Hallmark with her purchase... and when we got home i saw it and she told me i should give it to Connor for valentines day... which made me even sadder cus we prob. wont be together for valentines day.

so now I'm sitting typing and eating berries and yogurt... i am going to a party later today and it will make me feel better... hopefully!

~Taylor~

My Life As It Is...

hey its me.... rough day!!!

sorry i haven't posted anything in a while... been busy...

here's an update of my life right now... my dad/best friend. dad though is going on a business trip for three weeks... i am gonna miss him a lot and my mom and me don't get along at all! so this will be difficult. my old best friend who i got in a big fight with 2 years ago (Toby) ... well we haven't been friends. an he has no interest of being my friend again... but i miss him alot!!! but anyway, he moved to arvada with his mom and now i will not see him fro along time!! and this kills me...

if you dont think that is enough drama for me... here's what happened tonight!!! my bf (connor) i txted him to ask him maybe to hang this weekend... and then he i asked if he still likes me.. and then he asked when we might brake up... and that ruined my night excet for i had a dance practice... and now i am thinking maybe it is time to move on from him... cus its been over 5 months.

anyway my life is pretty crappy right now... its nor always this bad its just a phase and things should get better and my blogs won't be so depressing...

any thats all for now...
~Taylor~

1st Day In The Life...

Hey, i'm kinda new to this whole blogging thing. sooo... if i make you bored leave a comment and tell me i need to make it more exciting!
So, right now i am supposed to be doing homework... but this is better.
School was good today... the end of the day was really funny though... I was told that my BF didn't have the balls to f*** me... and so i asked nick (the guy who told me) if he was scared of a girl who could beat him up and he said maybe... so i told him to be scared of me. And to make him mad i told his GF (sarah) that he doesn't have the balls to f*** her... just to make him mad.
That was my school day, not very exciting... and i had to stay after school with my french teacher beacuse i am stupid in her class...
Now i am back at home after seeing my BEAUTIFUL new dance dress, (that i've tried on many times and it still doesn't fit!)

Anyway its dinner time in the house hold and i will post more blogs later... maybe about how my BF is making me mad and depressed all at the same time...

Post more soon!!!
~Taylor